...LiL mS swiTz...

lyf's...great??

2008-03-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

tink ive got a vr low immune system. 'specially nw dat im a nurse. sheesh! ive gt a vr bad cough nw since lyk last friday n my voice sound horrible!! reli! lyk....dun wana sae it bt, lyk bapok!! hahaha. sumtyms wen im talkg, my voice will sudd disappear. hehe, not too bad actually, im sure itz common wif evry1 hu has a bad cough. im juz worid coz im goin on nyt 2mr n usually, aft my 3 nytz, i'll owaes, n i mean OWAES get sick. hopefully nutin will happn dis tym.

newayz, im a lil upset 2dae coz i jz found out dat my tp was worngly booked. hahaha! instead of a manual car, dey booked auto. serve me ryt for not checkg d receipt properly. so, i hav 2 wait for lyk 1 xtra mth, nt only dat, gona hav 2 waste my money 2 renew my pdl n account.. i mean, itz nt dat im cnfirmed 2 pass if ders no changes on d date, bt still... haiz. seriously, i fl lyk givg up. waste my tym seh, it feels unecessary 2 hav a license wen nw im goin evrywhere wif him. but....i duno.. im 1 confused gerl.

btw, i wana sae sori 2 my sec n poly fwenz, coz i kip missin out on d outings dat y'all hav planned. i reli do wana be part of it all, coz i noe it'll be fun wif all of u. hope dat i can be wif u guys during d nxt outing. im so sori k, frm d bottom of my heart. reli! hehe. miz u ppl!!

releasing all d anger in me.

2008-02-26T19:41:00.000-08:00

sumbody plz! help me! im bored at hm. urgh! duno wat 2 do. if i kip goin out, my money'll b gone soon. cn i lyk go bac 2 werk nxt wk? waste my leave seh.

newayz, im lyk a lil cnfused in d relatnship. i dun lyk 2 see his frenster profile. it jz makes me hate him. dun lyk d gerl hu gave him all doz mushy comment! urgh! irritating! feels lyk kickg her head off den go defib her a few times!! let her suffer. muahaha. im so bad, bt of course i wont do it, duh! where d hell m i gona get all doz stuffs. newayz, gerl, if u ever gonna read dis, let me tell u, I HATE U!!! SO MUCH!!!! i noe itz been awhile oredi, n u're no more wif him, n itz not ur fault dat u duno he's attached dat tym, for lyk 3 YRS ++ oredi, bt i still hate u for saying dat u miz him jz recently. freaking bitch seh. d last tym i mxged her, she told me sumtin lyk, " we're both gerls, i noe hw u fl. im sure u're not so stupid 2 still wana b wif him aft wat happnd? i duno whether u're pretty or not, bt i fl dat u shud wake up n move on coz if u're a gd gerl, u dun deserve him..." wth! action clever only. tkleh pakai seh kau punye words. lyk wat ppl sae, "lau tk brani buat, lebih baik diam suda!" u're d weaker 1, so dun pretend 2 b strong. u're d 1 hu dun deserve him, coz u dun appreciate him. already u oso tymed him n pretend dat u didnt. she's vr stupid seh, coz d other guy reli luv her til he confronted me, scolded me coz i scolded her. coz he reli trustd her dat she didnt cntact my bf. padahal2. oredi my bf broke up wif her, she still asked him 2 pick her up la, send her sumwhere la. no shame. u tink my bf ur driver ar?? ur mxgs 2 him wasnt replied oso, tu pn tk phm ke?? hello!! u shud open ur eyes 2 watz ryt n watz not, obviously he reli meant 2 brkup wif u. lyk i sae, u're still vr young, bdk2 lg 2 reli understand watz lyf abt. newayz, im not dat old either, i still have more 2 learn.

yes, i did confront him 2 noe watz his reasons 4 doin dis, n i feel dat yah, itz nt reli his fault. bt i cant help it dat i have 2 werk n all ryt?? i noe u reli luv me b. n wen u luv me, itz jz too bad dat im vr selfish dat i only want u 4 myself. i tink dat dis is all d ups n downs of lyf dat i hav 2 go thru, dat we hav 2 go thru. im jz goin wif d flow coz other den dat, im reli happy wif u, jz dun want all dis shit 2 happn again. newayz, im reli thanful coz aft all datz happn, im still d 1 u chose.

iTz payDay!

2008-02-22T01:08:00.000-08:00

hehe. so happy dat d payday is 2 day. hopefully itz confirmed.

newayz, i only hav 3 more days at werk, den im goin on leave! woohoo! hahaha. so happy, bt nt so happy abt it as i duno wat im gona do during d 2 wks. hehe. erm..any1 free 2 go out wif me? im going shopping on 1 of d day wif my sis. other days, i'll b wif him i guess, bt duno where 2 go. haha. guess im tooooooooo bored wif spore redi. bez eh lau g bali ke.. haha

i reli3 wana go on a holiday trip seh. hmm.. cmne eh. t fikir la wat 2 do.

1st entry aft so long..hehe

2008-02-18T15:25:00.000-08:00

my bf passed his car tp!! hooray 4 him!! hahahax.. now i can slp peacefully on a car when he drives.. hehe.

gd 4 him.. aft 4 tries, i still havent pass! haha..jealous seh, tink i got no luck..haha. 1 more tp coming dis april. lamer giler seh.. haiz, lyk dowan 2 take anymore. tkpe, tink nw can practice on his car. nk mampos pe..hehe.. sebok2 je..da harah, kau ddk diam2 suda. hehe

hmm, btw, sum1 plz advise me on wat hp 2 buy! i bought d htc touch bt sold it coz tot itz a bit boring. now using d nokia 6110 navigator..huh! even worse seh.. tu org tipu aku. tk gune btol. haha. paid xtra 150 for d stupid fon aft 330 trade in, she said dat 6110 price will b better if wana trade in. bt tried asking other plc, dey take 300 only!! wtf!! even worse, watz a navigator fon without d navigator?? d navigator cant use oso. duno y..

im sooo goin bac 2 d shop 2 ask bac my htc fon. at least got wifi. better den nothing. haha. padan muke aku! hehe.

aniwae, im saving 4 my 4 yr anniversary wif him. any suggestions on how 2 spend it?? g bali ke, bintan ke, phuket ke.. hahaha. wak lu!! kene 2nggu bonus on july br leh, kene postpone. haha. tanak! tk bez.

at last...sumtin by me..hehe

2007-07-09T18:45:00.000-07:00

im at werk ryt now.. supposed 2 do elearning, bt yah, killing 2 birds wif 1 stone.. newayz, im bord ryt now, miz my bf. so lucky 2day he's booking out coz he passed his ippt. hehe.. so happy dis wk can spend tym evryday. hahax.

2 all doz hu kept pestering me 2 update, so sori y'all. juz cudnt find d tym, too bz at werk or watchg tv at home, or juz bz hanky pankying wif him.. hahaha..

so many things i neva update seh. ive got lots n lots of pix 2 add, bt not at home now, so cant..wastd.. cant wait 2 put up my grad pix.. hey, btw, frens, dun 4get 2 send me d grad pix eh.. some pix i dun hav.. btw, 2 my sec skul frens, haha.. sori lmbt sngt anta gamba leona's weddg. i havent transfer.. i'll try 2 do it by end of dis mth..hehe..TRY..

ouh, btw, myt b getting engage 2 my dearest bf by end of dis yr.. most prob uh.. pray 4 me aitez.. hehe.. dun get so xcited ok. itz juz a planning. hehe.. btw, an advance invitation 2 u guys 2 a bdae party, mine n his. shud b on my bdate ar. b organizing a chalet, most prob at pasir ris. any comments, tell me k. i will b remindg u ppl abt it again. ur presence is greatly appreciated. hehe.. chewaah..

im missin skul seh. so scared 2 start work officially in d ward. dun wana make any stupid mistakes. n at least, will b getting more income. haha.aitez la, enuff is enuff. miz u ppl..

2007-05-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

itz been 2 days since my 3rd yr anniversary wif u, dear.
though it wasnt exactly wat we 1st planned it 2 be, bt i had 2 admit dat it was reli alot of fun. seriously, im missing d nyt dat we spent 2gether, oso missing d tyms we had in d sea..
too bad cant post any pix coz i nid 2 buy a new usb cable 4 my cam.
i reli appreciate all d tyms we've had dear.
thank u so much 4 all d efforts dat u've put in 2 make my day.
luv u so much!!

2007-04-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

yEs auntie! im updating..haha..bz ler..
so, itz oredi 11 march now.. 3rd wk of my prcp..so far d days 've been ok not much of d bad stuffs til 2day. bt still, 'watever' 2 doz pathetic SNs..
dey wont bring me down coz ive got a great preceptor, thank god 4 dat.

actuali, duno wat 2 update y'all abt coz my days r all abt werk, bf, werk, bf n of course...slp! d past 3 wks hav been vr tiring. im down wif a bad cough, it juz wont go.. skali i got lung infections..haha. *touch wood.
newayz, all d staffs in my ward r sick, including d sister n some of us students coz of lack of manpower n overwork. itz not fair dat we students hav 2 go thru all dis sia, bt reli, itz hell der in d ward y'all.

oh ya! i failed my TP!!! haha..im so proud 2 announce it seh..nvm, can try again. still havent book d nxt 1. lazee. ubi so far. so awaiting nxt booking lor. next, i got thru d 2nd last hurdle of skul, n datz my exams.. n lastly, i'll b working str aft grad..yay! no nid 2 wait so long.. haha.. so some of my 'desires' came thru.. jz waitin 4 dat stupid qdl. any further info, feel free 2 ask me personally aitez..

btw, nxt mth's my 3rd yr anniversary wif my darling! luckily, itz aft prcp. got plans oredi, bt a/w 2 fulfill em.. hehe.. hope notin will spoil it. haha.. so fast seh n so exciting!

i hope me n him will stay dis way 4 ever.. although my days suck coz of work, bt he owaes make me happy. like, i cant believe i went thru all doz bad tyms. itz all worth d endurance seh. thank my god alot. hehe.. ders like so many things 2 sae abt how im feeling 2wards him, bt i jz cant put it in2 words. im jz thankful, alot, dat he's mine n 4 evritin dat he've done 2 make my day. i juz luv him, ALOT!! hehe.. da la, b4 i get very mushy, i better stop myself now aitez.. haha.. tkcr peepz!

2007-03-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

eloz evry1, gonna update y'all a lil bit here n der abt wat's been happeng d past few days.. so we'll start frm d day my exams ended, which is on d 21/3, a day after my dad's bdae, which i didnt get 2 celebrate coz i was busy studying at skul til 8pm wif my fwenz..

so, as i was saying, me n my fwenz went 2 sentosa, 2 hav a dip in d sea, juz 2 release all d stress, bt not all of it was gone, coz i still hav my prcp coming ard, which is 2mr! anyway, it was drizzling wen we're on our way der, still can manage.. we finally get 2 go on d Sentosa xpress, i duno whether we're a lil slow on dat, bt yah, watever..

doz are some of d pix we took while we're on our way der..

der r more pix dat we took der, on d rain, etc2.. did i mention it rained very, n i mean VERY heavily der, luckily we're wet oredi..wet as in wet.. not any kinda wet..haha.. bt i was der onli 4 awhile, sori guys 4 leavg early.. met my dear at vivo, had our dinner n he sent me 2 work..

d nxt day, me n my darling watchd mR bEan moVie aft work.. 4 me, i tink itz very nice la, looking at d way my bf laughed his heart out.. haha..

newayz, i was feeling very lonely yest coz my bf slept 4 lyk nearly d whole day aft his work, frm like 1 pm, to 5 am d nxt day, straight sia.. miz him so bad, vr bad..bt luckily met him juz now, even if it was juz 4 awhile, i had fun..so, enuff 4 2 day k, tym 4 me 2 prepare 4 my attachmt 2mr..

urgh!! hate it!!

2007-03-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

1st paper's done! bt it sux a lil.. 1 more paper 2 go on wed.. bt still havent reli study.. muz reli do my bez.. anyway, im reli missing u alot dear.. duno y, mit redi bt feel lyk neva mit.. haha.. weird love..i feel lyk as days pass, d cnfidnce juz builds n builds dat i reli2 luv him, alot.. seeing some of d ppl ard me wif probs in deir relatnshp is reli makg me scared..juz dun wana lose him.. sori 4 bein a lil mushy 2dae.. bt im reli happy wif him, glad dat he's mine.. hehe.. went batam last friday, shopped alot la.. although we spent d whole day der, it doesnt seem 2 b enuff.. itz a waste dat he cant cum along.. here r some of d pix me n sis took at a restaurant der.. we got 2 eat at d VIP room seh..n food's real nice..

datz all d pix dat i hav frm my hp.. i'll post more wen my cuz hav send me em.. duno wen will dat be la.. anyway, wish me luck dat i'll pass my exams aitez.. n yah, not 4getting, my PRCP oso.. shit! im so gonna die.. hopefully dat alicia goh wont gimme any probs dis tym.. haha..

aitez, so datz all 4 now.. i miz my bf so so much sia!! yah2, i noe i juz met him juz now, bt im juz wishing dat he's ryt here bside me now.. haha..

watever la eh.. byez!!

2007-03-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

2 more wks to the exams oredi.. feelin a lil stressed up coz no tym 2 study.
i'll jz try my very bez 2 do well. i mean, dis is d last hurdle n den, datz it, no more exams for me!!
yay! d weather's not reli gud these few days, it kips raining. owaes ended up a lil drenched frm riding d bike, evn though we both hav raincoats on. luckily it didnt rain 2day, bt m stil feelin a lil bit of cold. newayz, i wana go on a holiday! bt duno where n when... i wana hav some adventure. cn any1 giv me some suggestions?? my bf suggestd we go phuket.. bt no money lei.. haha
so, juz paste ur comments at my tagbd hor..

2007-02-25T18:43:00.000-08:00

sori ler korg..da lamer tk update..
bz uh, wif all doz stupid stuffs.. nah..
actually, im jz plain lazee ler..hehe..
newayz, been havg sum probs wif my parents coz dey found out my darkest secret ever!!
haha..so now, my days at hm 've been a lil weird..
luckily, my darling's der la 2 kip me company n make me happy..
k la, goin 4 my nxt klaz now, so i'll update again k nxt tym..
mayb 2mr, nxt wk, or evn nxt mth..haha..i'll TRY..byez..

2007-02-13T22:02:00.001-08:00

bored3..
havin my brk now, waitin 4 my project mitin 2 start.
newayz, hAppY vAL dAy pPL!! not celebratin 2day coz my klaz ends at 4 n my darling's werking at 5..bt he's sendg me hm frm skul l8r, at least i'll b mitin him..
d past few days been reli bad coz i kept skippin lessns..haha..owaes on d road wif my bf, goin evrywhere we felt like goin..tsk2..only like few more weeks til d exams n im still very lost abt d modules..dis cant go on!!
orytez..gotta do sumtin abt it, bt, not now..hehe
so yah, guess datz all 4 now..byez

2007-02-04T21:40:00.000-08:00

hey, juz doin a lil update.
rem dat day i said my darlz gonna get his bike on sat, well, guess wat...
he suprised me d nxt day wif his new bike..haha..so swit sia..
newayz, rode d bike lyk almost evryday coz he'll send n pick me up frm skul..
my butt hurts vr badly frm riding it..itz ok, i'll get use 2 it soon.
hmm..wat else..
im bored ryt now at skul, later goin banquet at 2 wif dem all for lunch..
itz freakin cold here in d elab sia..cannot tahan..
miss him so much!! coz didnt mit him yest. yah, itz onli a day..
bt, meant alot 2 us..haha..
gonna b 2 soon, so yup, datz it lar y'all..

2007-01-31T21:36:00.000-08:00

aint gt any classes 2day,

sO..ive decided to start anew n hav deletd all my old posts..

yah..finally, im updating it ryt..

my bf passed his bike tp yest, was so hapi abt it, bt wont b gettg a bike til dis sat..so i guess

i'll hav 2 wait 2 la. abt d relatnshp, itz vr ok now, bt reli, im vr scared 2 sae anitin gd abt it, in case sth happn again..hehe..

bt yah, im happy wif d changes in him now.

2 all d ppl hu'll b goin or went 2 c thaipusam, sori cant tag along. jz vr allergic 2 d func..

haha..im afraid of all doz ppl.. so hope u guys hav fun aitez.