tink ive got a vr low immune system. 'specially nw dat im a nurse. sheesh! ive gt a vr bad cough nw since lyk last friday n my voice sound horrible!! reli! lyk....dun wana sae it bt, lyk bapok!! hahaha. sumtyms wen im talkg, my voice will sudd disappear. hehe, not too bad actually, im sure itz common wif evry1 hu has a bad cough. im juz worid coz im goin on nyt 2mr n usually, aft my 3 nytz, i'll owaes, n i mean OWAES get sick. hopefully nutin will happn dis tym.
newayz, im a lil upset 2dae coz i jz found out dat my tp was worngly booked. hahaha! instead of a manual car, dey booked auto. serve me ryt for not checkg d receipt properly. so, i hav 2 wait for lyk 1 xtra mth, nt only dat, gona hav 2 waste my money 2 renew my pdl n account.. i mean, itz nt dat im cnfirmed 2 pass if ders no changes on d date, bt still... haiz. seriously, i fl lyk givg up. waste my tym seh, it feels unecessary 2 hav a license wen nw im goin evrywhere wif him. but....i duno.. im 1 confused gerl.
btw, i wana sae sori 2 my sec n poly fwenz, coz i kip missin out on d outings dat y'all hav planned. i reli do wana be part of it all, coz i noe it'll be fun wif all of u. hope dat i can be wif u guys during d nxt outing. im so sori k, frm d bottom of my heart. reli! hehe. miz u ppl!!
sumbody plz! help me! im bored at hm. urgh! duno wat 2 do. if i kip goin out, my money'll b gone soon. cn i lyk go bac 2 werk nxt wk? waste my leave seh.
newayz, im lyk a lil cnfused in d relatnship. i dun lyk 2 see his frenster profile. it jz makes me hate him. dun lyk d gerl hu gave him all doz mushy comment! urgh! irritating! feels lyk kickg her head off den go defib her a few times!! let her suffer. muahaha. im so bad, bt of course i wont do it, duh! where d hell m i gona get all doz stuffs. newayz, gerl, if u ever gonna read dis, let me tell u, I HATE U!!! SO MUCH!!!! i noe itz been awhile oredi, n u're no more wif him, n itz not ur fault dat u duno he's attached dat tym, for lyk 3 YRS ++ oredi, bt i still hate u for saying dat u miz him jz recently. freaking bitch seh. d last tym i mxged her, she told me sumtin lyk, " we're both gerls, i noe hw u fl. im sure u're not so stupid 2 still wana b wif him aft wat happnd? i duno whether u're pretty or not, bt i fl dat u shud wake up n move on coz if u're a gd gerl, u dun deserve him..." wth! action clever only. tkleh pakai seh kau punye words. lyk wat ppl sae, "lau tk brani buat, lebih baik diam suda!" u're d weaker 1, so dun pretend 2 b strong. u're d 1 hu dun deserve him, coz u dun appreciate him. already u oso tymed him n pretend dat u didnt. she's vr stupid seh, coz d other guy reli luv her til he confronted me, scolded me coz i scolded her. coz he reli trustd her dat she didnt cntact my bf. padahal2. oredi my bf broke up wif her, she still asked him 2 pick her up la, send her sumwhere la. no shame. u tink my bf ur driver ar?? ur mxgs 2 him wasnt replied oso, tu pn tk phm ke?? hello!! u shud open ur eyes 2 watz ryt n watz not, obviously he reli meant 2 brkup wif u. lyk i sae, u're still vr young, bdk2 lg 2 reli understand watz lyf abt. newayz, im not dat old either, i still have more 2 learn.
yes, i did confront him 2 noe watz his reasons 4 doin dis, n i feel dat yah, itz nt reli his fault. bt i cant help it dat i have 2 werk n all ryt?? i noe u reli luv me b. n wen u luv me, itz jz too bad dat im vr selfish dat i only want u 4 myself. i tink dat dis is all d ups n downs of lyf dat i hav 2 go thru, dat we hav 2 go thru. im jz goin wif d flow coz other den dat, im reli happy wif u, jz dun want all dis shit 2 happn again. newayz, im reli thanful coz aft all datz happn, im still d 1 u chose.
hehe. so happy dat d payday is 2 day. hopefully itz confirmed.
newayz, i only hav 3 more days at werk, den im goin on leave! woohoo! hahaha. so happy, bt nt so happy abt it as i duno wat im gona do during d 2 wks. hehe. erm..any1 free 2 go out wif me? im going shopping on 1 of d day wif my sis. other days, i'll b wif him i guess, bt duno where 2 go. haha. guess im tooooooooo bored wif spore redi. bez eh lau g bali ke.. haha
i reli3 wana go on a holiday trip seh. hmm.. cmne eh. t fikir la wat 2 do.
my bf passed his car tp!! hooray 4 him!! hahahax.. now i can slp peacefully on a car when he drives.. hehe.
gd 4 him.. aft 4 tries, i still havent pass! haha..jealous seh, tink i got no luck..haha. 1 more tp coming dis april. lamer giler seh.. haiz, lyk dowan 2 take anymore. tkpe, tink nw can practice on his car. nk mampos pe..hehe.. sebok2 je..da harah, kau ddk diam2 suda. hehe
hmm, btw, sum1 plz advise me on wat hp 2 buy! i bought d htc touch bt sold it coz tot itz a bit boring. now using d nokia 6110 navigator..huh! even worse seh.. tu org tipu aku. tk gune btol. haha. paid xtra 150 for d stupid fon aft 330 trade in, she said dat 6110 price will b better if wana trade in. bt tried asking other plc, dey take 300 only!! wtf!! even worse, watz a navigator fon without d navigator?? d navigator cant use oso. duno y..
im sooo goin bac 2 d shop 2 ask bac my htc fon. at least got wifi. better den nothing. haha. padan muke aku! hehe.
aniwae, im saving 4 my 4 yr anniversary wif him. any suggestions on how 2 spend it?? g bali ke, bintan ke, phuket ke.. hahaha. wak lu!! kene 2nggu bonus on july br leh, kene postpone. haha. tanak! tk bez.
im at werk ryt now.. supposed 2 do elearning, bt yah, killing 2 birds wif 1 stone.. newayz, im bord ryt now, miz my bf. so lucky 2day he's booking out coz he passed his ippt. hehe.. so happy dis wk can spend tym evryday. hahax.
2 all doz hu kept pestering me 2 update, so sori y'all. juz cudnt find d tym, too bz at werk or watchg tv at home, or juz bz hanky pankying wif him.. hahaha..
so many things i neva update seh. ive got lots n lots of pix 2 add, bt not at home now, so cant..wastd.. cant wait 2 put up my grad pix.. hey, btw, frens, dun 4get 2 send me d grad pix eh.. some pix i dun hav.. btw, 2 my sec skul frens, haha.. sori lmbt sngt anta gamba leona's weddg. i havent transfer.. i'll try 2 do it by end of dis mth..hehe..TRY..
ouh, btw, myt b getting engage 2 my dearest bf by end of dis yr.. most prob uh.. pray 4 me aitez.. hehe.. dun get so xcited ok. itz juz a planning. hehe.. btw, an advance invitation 2 u guys 2 a bdae party, mine n his. shud b on my bdate ar. b organizing a chalet, most prob at pasir ris. any comments, tell me k. i will b remindg u ppl abt it again. ur presence is greatly appreciated. hehe.. chewaah..
im missin skul seh. so scared 2 start work officially in d ward. dun wana make any stupid mistakes. n at least, will b getting more income. haha.aitez la, enuff is enuff. miz u ppl..